first driving lesson. didnt go as bad as i thought it would, i'm so pleased to say that.


i really must sleep tonight, thats three nights ive been tossing and turning in my bed, unable to sleep. i wish i had an off switch for the thinking/worrying side of my brain. that would make my life so much easier.

i dont know if you've read what ive written recently but i was begining to wonder if i had made the right choice staying on at my shcool for the sixthform, instead of collage. i still havent decided whether i have made the right decision for me, or whether it was considered the "easier" option. well let me tell you now, its not easy. although i prefer being able to stay living at my house and being able to see my boyfriend.



this wont mean anything to anyone but me but, im so glad you care enough to worry about how i am and feel. that means a lot, i know thats a weird thing to say. mmm, lave yahhh boyyyy.



xo