well well..

As i said in my last blog, i would feel better next time i write - and i do.

I deactivated my Twitter account and also my dA account. I'm glad i did, although i had some of my good friends on there it was pointless me having them. dA i barely used, so deleting it really didn’t change much, as for twitter, recently i had just been putting a load of crap on there anyway, and re-reading it made me sound like some pathetic child. And i don’t want to create that impression, maybe i will re-join again one day, but not any time soon. I have a lot going on in the next few months and i just need to get on with my life rather than being dependant on some website. HAH, what am i doing on here then?

Although I hate change strongly, i am making some changes to myself. Losing weight, going to the gym more and working off all the calories that i desperately need to lose. I went yesterday - to the gym. and i was on the treadmill with my iPod blasting some Fightstar <3 and some man walked in, in what looked like stripy pyjama bottoms, and then he got on the treadmill next to me, and went straight onto speed 9.7 - a very fast run. Me being me got competitive and sped mine up a little. Then Lady Gaga came on my iPod which sent me into some madness so i sped the treadmill up even more so i was doing some very fast power walk. I ended up being on the treadmill for 10 minutes more than i had planned because of Lady Gaga and Stripy. Thanks, i actually needed that!

So in two days i'll be going to see JLS <3 eeee! I’m actually so excited. and i'm so tempted to make a banner saying 'i love you JB!' but i think my boyfriend might have something to say about it seeing as he'll be with me. hah. I hope it’s sunny, or at least dry and warm. Its gonna be so amazing.

"You're all that matters to me, the ground that you walk on, the air that you breathe, someday you'll discover i don’t want no other, believe me" - Curtis Stigers <3


Ciao ox