Is it so bad that i count down the hours and minutes until i can just fall into your arms and be held by you? To see that beautiful smile again. See those glittery blue eyes. Photos just don't cut it anymore, sure they remind me of things we've done together, but they’re not you. I don’t just want to see you, i need to see you. You wouldn’t believe how crazy and moody i get without you. You thought it was bad when you're around. Try seeing me when you're not. You’d run a fucking mile, i just know it. You're promises are the most important thing to me. That’s what keeps me going until i see you again. I’ve literally gone mad. No one would possibly understand this. I guess, now this will sound so pathetic and it will probably sound better in my head but you are my Edward and i am your Bella. Is it terrible that in New Moon, when Edward leaves Bella i always feel so sorry for her, because i could never survive if that happened to me. I don’t know why i always need you're reassurance all the time, i’m just so scared. It’s pathetic really. I’m pathetic. But I need you more than anything, because you are my whole world.