So, I'm going to write a longer blog today, then do some sixth form prep work.

Yesterday I had a huge urge to run out into my garden and dance in the rain, I didnt. One of my flaws is being too practical, i mean theres being practical and safe...then theres me. I wont do much out of my comfort zone i think its because im too scared. I dont really like putting myself 'out there' as it were. I'm scared. Scared of almost everything, sometimes even myself. which makes me sad, why should i be scared, i mean my whole life is changing right now, i enrolled in my sixthform today, having my 17th birthday in a week and my first driving lesson three days after that.

its so far out of my comfort zone its unreal

I wanna talk about something happier now, ooh yeah. I told you I got my results yesterday and my parent and grandparents are proud of me and happy for me. I text my boyfriend when i got home and told him my results and he said that he was so proud of me, which instantly put an even bigger grin on my face. He said that he wanted to come and see me after he finished work, so he did. When i opened the door to him he was stood there with a huge bunch of red roses - my favorite flower - my face just lit up and i just felt like crying with happiness, this day had just been so perfect, after i worried so much about it.

Its things like that that make me realised how perfect my boyfriend really is.

They say that the biggest lie a girl can tell is "I'm fine". Well my boyfriend sees right through that and wont leave me alone until he knows what's wrong with me. i love his stobborness sometimes, its so cute. he always succeeds and makes me feel better afterwards. mmm, i love him.

p.s, i didnt know you could colour words, ehehe