I'm a bit stuck with how to start my blog; I've blogged before, but not really like this. I want to make these regular postings, before it was little and not very often- hence i gave up. So i want to tell you about my life.
I am currently about to start my GCSEs and am really stressing over them. I'm actually losing sleep over it. I have dreams about them- this was only my drama one. It’s crazy how much something like this takes over your life. Every spare moment I try and revise, unless, like now, i have little energy, i'm getting an earlier night tonight to try and catch up on sleep. I hope it works, otherwise i'm going to become grumpy and irritable and take it out on everyone, including you, and i'm going to say this in advance. I'm sorry. My parents, and my boyfriend, keep telling me how proud they are of me, and this keeps me going, I want to make them proud, and make them happy.
On to something a little happier, i do drama outside of school, which i really enjoy. Currently we are working on a show that one of the adults wrote, and it’s about the war. I am lucky enough to of landed the role that I wanted of playing one of the leading ladies, although my character dies, and doesn’t have as many lines as others, it is considered main- I'm guessing it’s because of how she connects with the other characters and the audience. I'm glad that i don’t have that many lines because it makes it easier for me, at this stage of my life.
Now, as i have already mentioned, I have a boyfriend. Quite simply, I think he's the most amazing person in the world. I know, you're probably thinking what about your family and friends, they are truly equally amazing. It's just, he makes me feel something I’ve never felt before, and yes, I do know that that is clichéd all over the internet, like sites like facebook etc. But I do truly mean it. We talk at every minute possible, whenever we can. We see each other a lot too, a few times a week. Although, in the next month or so, I'm not going to see him much, he goes away this Friday for a few days which means i won’t see him at the weekend, and because of how my exams lie, i might not see him until mid-week next week. Well i tell you, this will be hard for me. We have never been separated for more than 2 maybe 3 days... I know it won’t seem a lot to you, and you’re probably thinking, oh my goodness it’s a week for crying out loud, well i don’t care. It’s a week! And when you love someone this much, you want to be with them 24/7. I honestly believe i am in love. Yes i may be a teenager, but theres no rules regarding love. You can’t help who you fall for, or how hard you fall. And I am very pleased to say, that for once in my life, someone loves me for me, and they love me just as much as i love them. He said some things to me last night...well actually 3AM this morning, that really made me realise, he does love me as much as i love him, and i never thought that he would think of the same things i do. It really put things in perspective for me. 08-12-09 the best day of my life, and the best 5 and a bit months of my life.
I suppose I'd better go now, I've blogged for long enough, and you're probably bored of me going on.
Ciao ox
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