Sorry about the whole emotional blog yesterday, i was just thinking about it all, especially on the way home from school- it’s a short walk, but when you have your iPod on really loud it makes everything melt away and gives you time to think, i think i need to do that more often, it helped me a lot.
So, today I am in a better mood. A good mood actually. I don't feel quite so stressed, which makes a change. Last night i had another disturbed night’s sleep, i keep waking up at the exact same time, 5:30AM, then not being able to get to sleep for a while. I wake up occasionally through the night as well, but that lasts seconds and i'm back to sleep again. Also, today I sat my first exam- Philosophy. We had a day, well four hours, of revision and then into the two hour exam. I finished fairly early too, although i was very prepared for the exam, which i was proud of. All the notes and hand cramp i went through feel like they've paid off. I have a Business Studies exam on Thursday which i am currently revising and making notes for. I don’t find Business difficult, it’s just one of those subjects i need to revise for to get good grades, and it doesn’t come naturally, unfortunately. On Friday I have my drama exam, which i’m not that nervous for since we've already done the mock for it last week. I got one mark off a B which i was really pleased about considering my target is a C and we had lots of trouble with our group. I'll be very happy if i get a B, even if i get a C i'll be happy.
I've now decided on Thursday, regardless of whether i get to see my boyfriend or not, i'm having a night off from revision and study, I've done enough this week. Plus Saturday, Sunday and Monday will be dedicated to English Lit revision- god i need it. Then for the rest of the week i don’t have any exams, i may do some light revision, but i do have another week without revision since we have a half-term break, which I’ve already started making plans for! I'm going to see my first ever rugby match with my boyfriend and his family, and I’ve already been told that if they win or lose, they will be drunk, it makes me laugh, i'll probably end up carrying my boyfriend home, ah, i can just see it now. Also in the holiday i will be seeing him a fair bit as i won’t be able to for a while after that, due to revision.
Well, me and a friend have started our countdown until our last exam, on the 18th June- Physics. It's 31 days as she happily reminded me. I simply cannot wait.
I better get on with some more revision. I'll be back tomorrow if I get a chance, if not, it might be a few days, sorry.
Ciao ox
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