sorry i havent been here..

For a while. I've been kind of busy.

So, I've done my philosophy, Business Studies, Drama and English Lit papers now. None of them have gone too badly. Oh, wait drama that was a practical exam- sorry. I'm really worrying about math now. I actually think i need a tutor or something. I might ask my boyfriends sister to help me, she's really nice and good at math.

I really like Glee's version of Defying Gravity at the moment. Although, I must say the original Wicked version is amazing. Kurt is probably my favourite Glee character along with Mercedes. I'm not sure of Rachel's voice, I mean she has such a good voice, but sometimes it’s very over the top. And i think they need to let other characters sing more- except Arty, I don’t like his voice much. But he’s a lovely character.


My boyfriends back from his Rugby trip to Paris, thank god! I missed him so much, and it was nice to hear that he'd missed me too. It makes me really happy to think that in 13 days we will have been together 6 months- that’s half a year. And throughout the past 6 months, i have been so happy, unbelievably happy. and it’s him that makes me that happy. I can’t really explain it. I'm going to his tonight, for dinner and to make brownies, aha, let’s just hope i don’t get covered in chocolate like last time. It might get a little gushy now. Sorry. If you have ever liked someone so much, you will understand what I have to say. I light up when i’m with him, it’s like he has some kind of power over me. It’s unexplainable. I could be feeling really tired and eurgh, but as soon as i see him it all changes and i become this happy girl without a care in the world. He makes me feel as if I have the confidence to do anything. For example, I had to do this song on stage with two other girls, who i haven’t sung with before, and it wasn’t the usual type of song i was used to singing. So i felt really worried about it and not very confident. I spoke to my boyfriend about it and he told me that i would be great and to sing it for him, which in a way, terrified me a little after i realised, yes he would be there. But when i was on stage it was fine. I enjoyed it. Some of the things he does and says just make me feel like the happiest girl in the whole world- i know that’s over used and it’s a cliché, but it’s true. I never thought in a million years i would find someone as amazing as him. But i guess there is someone for everyone right? you just have to find them. And, yes i have found him. He’s the only person that makes me feel like this. He just makes me feel so special, and i feel like i can be an utter retard in front of him and not feel embarrassed. I love that. I feel just so comfortable with doing anything. He thinks i’m crazy, but so what. I don’t care. I just love him.



That’s enough from me, I'd better go for now, talk to you later my lovelies.
Ciao ox