A little note to people who actually know me, i know you haven’t said anything to me or to anyone about what i have written in my blogs, but i would really appreciate if you kept it to yourself, like you have been doing, massive thank you.
I’ve been thinking a lot today and yesterday, about my future and I’ve come to the conclusion that my boyfriend wants me around, forever. And i can't tell you how happy that makes me. I want him to be around forever. He’s the first thing i think about in the morning and the last thing at night, cliché i know, but it’s true. Thing is, i can actually see myself being with him in 5, 10 and more years. It’s a great feeling, knowing things are so right with someone. I know this is all very hard to believe i'm sixteen with my whole life ahead of me. But when you’re welcomed into a family that you feel very much a part of, it changes things. I guess it makes things seem more real. i just spoke to him literally 10mins ago, and he's pretty stressed, his managers at work are over-working them, as per usual- absolute slave drivers the lot of them- and i actually wanted to run to where he works in my pjs looking a mess and give him a big cuddle, i was so tempted. And i wouldn’t care, because i'd be with him. I asked him, yesterday, if he would miss me this week as i won’t see him and his response was "hell yeah, cause i love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxx" well boy! Did my face light up when i read that.
Better get back into the world of lime milkshake and chemistry revision
Ciao ox
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