I found out today, medically i am unhealthy, i knew it already, but to hear it from a doctor is different. I’m at risk. frick! so she's told me to lose weight. and this time i'm determined. i don’t wanna become like those people you see on Supersize Vs Super Skinny. I don’t want to look the way i do. so i'm determined. by my birthday, which is just under three months, i want to be at least a stone lighter, if not more if it’s possible. i'm not unhappy like i used to be, so i guess it will be easier. i have a few reasons to lose weight now. medical, for myself, and for my boyfriend. i'm sure he doesn’t want to be seen with a whale. I'll let you know how it all goes. I might make an appointment with the nurse at the doctors, my doctor recommended it. she what she has to say. I want to be a size 12. i always have. but not yet got there. I will one day, i'm determined. i will do it.
i just broke down, in front of my mum. she's really supportive of me making this change and she's going to do it as well, which is a comfort. i'm going to start the week after i finish my exams, just get them out of the way before i start. i'm going to eat healthy, do exercise and weigh myself weekly. It’s a good plan. and i'm in the right frame of mind for it now.
i'll keep you posted.
ciao ox
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