It’s been a few days i know, but so much has been going on in the last...*counts on fingers* six days. Some good, some not so.
As you probably read in my last blog, my trust has been broken again, by someone that i really thought i could trust. I know it was accidental, and i forgive them completely. Infact, i'm glad some of the things got out; i don’t know how i would have told the person i needed to tell. I realise now, i can probably only trust three people in my life, by trust them, i mean completely, with my life. Please don't take offence; it's probably because we're not majorly close or something.
I trust two other people almost completely but I’ve heard things, and well i know it’s my own fault that we've drifted apart. And if you're reading this, i'm so sorry, i promised myself that i would never do this, especially to you. You’re both so special to me. You’ve been there for me so much in the last few years and i want to thank you for that. I promise you that i will make sure we get close again, and i will restore everything. I miss you two so much <3
Ooh, i started my job last Saturday, i work in a little card shop, and well I say little, it’s not really. I worked on the shop floor, tidying cards because it was the day before Fathers' day. And my boss said it wouldn’t be fair to till train me on a day like that, fair enough, i'm glad they didn’t. I met some nice people; they’re really friendly and have helped me out, getting to know everything.
So, I’ve been in three shows now, all gone pretty well, actually no, they've been great. I love doing things based on the war, it’s so interesting. My bestfriends have been in it with me and my god, they have such amazing singing voices, and I mean I knew that before the show. But sitting on stage listening to them, show after show, wow. I'm pretty jealous of them really; i would never have the confidence to do that. *tears come to my eyes* ...okay, need to stop talking about this, yeah they're amazing.
I went to a theme park with my boyfriend yesterday; i had such a lovely day. I didn’t realise until we were driving in the car that he's scared of one of the best rides there. And that he wasn’t a massive fan of rollercoaster’s and he agreed to go because i'd already got the tickets and he didn’t want to disappoint me *wells up again* and i told him i wouldn’t of been disappointed and he said i looked it when his car was playing up and we thought we couldn’t go. I love that he doesn’t want to disappoint me. But i felt so bad after that. Still do. But he made me proud and went on the ride he was scared of. We went on loads of other rides - including the water ones. And got some funny photos *sniggers*. We’re both saving up now, for next year, to go to the water park one day, stay in a hotel and go to the theme park the next day. yays.
over, dad's in a mood. again. oh great.
gonna go tidy my room and sort my life out.
ciao ox
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